Troy Davis

The last 48 hours have been impossibly hard. At midnight on Wednesday I stood outside the US embassy, with hundreds of others - friends, ex-collegues, strangers - in silent, candlelit vigil as we believed Troy Anthony Davis was being executed in the state of Georgia.
It was only after 10 sombre minutes that we quietly, sadly, started to talk again. Awaiting official news of his death we refreshed Twitter. We crowded round a few phones as Democracy Now’s live coverage from outside the prison started to stream in.
Moments passed.
And then cheers.
Someone shouted ‘What’s happening!?’
‘There’s been a stay!’, was the response.
We looked around in disbelief, our knees buckled. We cheered, we laughed, we cried and we hugged. I struggled to stay composed. What had been a funeral, suddenly felt like a miracle. But it didn’t last long.
We slowly all started to realise as we frantically looked for more news that what we had thought was the execution being called off, was in fact, just a temporary delay. We didn’t know how long it would last, what it meant, or why it had been granted. We didn’t know if there was anything we could do, whether Troy was in the execution chamber, or whether we’d be waiting minutes, hours or days for confirmation.
We waited. And we waited.
Slowly working out what had taken place. A voluntary delay whilst the Supreme Court considered a final appeal. We waited some more. Finally, at about 1.30am we all started to make our way home, hoping the rumours that it would last at least a few days were true.
I collapsed into bed, the Democracy Now stream softly in the background. I was quickly asleep. At about ten to four I woke up. Bleary eyed, fuzzy eared, I tried to figure out what the reporter was saying, what the garbled, impenetrable Twitter search meant.
Then it dawned on me. The appeal had failed.
In the middle of the night it felt like Troy was out of options and was about to face the devestatingly unthinkable death he had been on a road towards for 20 years. The nausea I’d been feeling all day returned, stronger than ever. Then the dreaded announcements came.
The execution is underway.
Time of death 11:08.
The world paused for a moment. I struggled to comprehend how the story had ended like this. From my first day at Amnesty UK, Troy’s case was ever present. His second execution was called off hours before it was due to go ahead - telling people was one of the first things I did at my still-new desk.
Over the following 3 years I learnt a lot about Troy, his family, and the other people fighting for him. I learnt the ins and outs of his case, the torturous process of the US appeals system, and how his case was making history.
I started to believe in his innocence, and my already deep rooted opposition to the death penalty became more ferocious.
I heard his sister and his nephew speak and grew to realise they were two of the most courageous and dedicated human rights campaigners he could have hoped to have on his side.
I was inspired by two incredible Amnesty campaigners too. Laura Moye in the US, and Kim Manning-Cooper, who I had the privilige of working alongside in our UK office. I will never forget the stories she told after visiting Troy on death row. Of how his prison cell was small enough that he could touch both walls at the same time, and how prisoners kept blades of grass, just to see something of the outside world.
The passion of those closest to Troy and his campaign was infectious. We all felt it, we all lived it. That was brought into sharp reality on Wednesday night. It felt like we were a family waiting, greiving, fighting, worrying - together.
The hours since then have been hard, but the one thing that makes the sheer injustice bearable, is that all of these people are continuing to speak out through their anger and sadness. Refusing to see this as a defeat. Continuing to fight for an end to the death penalty so that we never have to do this again, and that no more Troy’s have to face this inhumane practice.
Gracious to the last, Troy himself said it best, just a few days before his death:
“The struggle for justice doesn’t end with me. This struggle is for all the Troy Davises who came before me and all the ones who will come after me.”
You can send a message of solidarity to Troy’s family here.
(And apologies to Ben Smith at Amnesty UK for using his photo, I figured he wouldn’t mind)